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April 2, 2015 Listening to God:

That Day on the Cross {Good Friday}

Friday
The "pit" in Caiphas' House where Jesus was kept during questioning.

The "pit" in Caiphas' House where Jesus was kept during questioning.

One of the most profound moments on my trip to Israel was standing inside the pit where Jesus stood after arrested. These little details aren't in Scripture. You have to stand in the actual place to know that He would have been hauled underground in Caiphas' house and chained in a holding cell until ready to be questioned.

Then, because of the High Priest readying Himself to go to the temple, Caiaphas couldn't risk being around a murderer with blood on His hands. that would make Him unclean.

That is where the pit comes in. On the bottom floor, the prisoners were placed in a small room (about 20 of us fit in it at once). In the middle of the room is a tunnel that connects the bottom floor with the top floor (the middle floor with the holding cells is enclosed so they cannot hear what is being said). The priest would stand at the top and shout down, questioning the criminals.

So, there Jesus stood, in the cold dark room that had no light except from the small opening door floors up (in the picture you will see there are windows cut out.  Those are new and didn't exist then). He had just been betrayed by one closest to Him and another was in the courtyard upstairs denying Him. he knew what lie ahead of Him and He was utterly alone, faced with the reality that soon His Father would, too, have to turn His face away as not to look upon the sin He would take upon Himself.

We focus so much on the cross on Friday and it was a brutal, inhumane was for anyone to die, especially the sinless Son of God.  But standing there in that pit what struck me was how utterly abandoned Jesus must have felt and how we cannot even begin to comprehend what being separated from the Father on the cross meant to Him.  He was completely one with the Father from the beginning of time in a way we cannot understand until eternity.  And He knew that darkness was coming and separation.   The striking thing is, because He was abandoned and separated from the Father, we never have to be....

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April 2, 2015 Listening to God:

You Turn Our Grieving Into Joy {Maundy Thursday}

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The Garden of Gethsemane

After a day of rest, Thursday of Holy Week was a full, pivotal day in the life and death of Jesus.  The Gospel of John summarizes the beginning of Holy Week in one chapter (John 12) but devotes five and a half chapters to Thursday.  Jesus shared the Passover (the Last Supper) with His Disciples, taught a lesson on servanthood by washing their feet, predicted His betrayal and denial, and teaches on the way to the Father, the Holy Spirit, abiding, trials and perseverance.  After teaching, He prayed in the Garden of Gethsemane, was betrayed and arrested, and was denied by Peter.

Today on the side of the Mount of Olives lies a church and a beautiful garden in the place where Jesus prayed right before His arrest.  The word Gethsemane literally means "olive press" and was literally a place where the olives were harvested.  The olives were pressed into oil by being crushed under the great weight of a stone press.  It was in this place where the Lord was crushed under the weight of the sins of the world He would have to bear hours later.

Hours before this Jesus had told His disciples, "I tell you the truth, you will weep and mourn over what is going to happen to me, but the world will rejoice. You will grieve, but your grief will suddenly turn to wonderful joy." (John 16:20, NLT)  Though there was agony for Jesus that night and for the disciples in the coming days, grief would be turned to joy.  And there may be crushing weight of our own Gethsemanes but we will, with the rest of the world, rejoice.  It took the garden to get to the cross and it took the cross to give us the empty tomb....

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March 31, 2015 Listening to God:, Presence & Stillness

In the Silence, You Speak {Holy Week: Wednesday}

Wednesday
At the "Wailing Wall,"  what remains of the Western Wall of the Temple Mount

At the "Wailing Wall," what remains of the Western Wall of the Temple Mount

After another packed day Tuesday in Jerusalem in which Jesus confronted religious leaders, taught about the End times , spoke of his death and His return at the second coming, we hear nothing from Scripture about Wednesday.  We can only guess what Jesus and His disciples did that day.  Did they prepare for the Passover?  Did Jesus continue to teach?  My thought is that after the exhaustion of the previous days and before the trying days ahead, they retreated to Bethany to rest.  To pray.  To spend time at the feet of the One who would soon wash their feet.

Today the temple where Jesus spent much of His last week no longer exists.  Pieces of it remain and when you visit Jerusalem no matter the time of day or year, you will see Jews and Christians alike crowded around the wall that remains of the temple.  Some are silent, some celebrating the coming of age of young men, some weeping and rocking back and forth in prayer.  If you look closely in every crack of the stones and littered across the base of the wall, like the delicate wings of birds flapping in the wind, you will see thousands of pieces of paper.  They are names and prayers, placed into the wall, in hopes that God will hear and answer.  This wall is the closest the Jewish people of today can get to the Holy of Holies to pray as they are no longer allowed to pray on the temple mount where the Presence of God once resided.  People from all over the world venture to this place to speak to God.  Sometimes songs rise from the side of the Mount and sometimes the sound of actual cries to God can be heard.  Though the temple does not remain, God is not silent.  In His Word, in the heart of those who seek Him, He speaks...

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March 30, 2015 Listening to God:

You Could Not Hold Me {Holy Week: Tuesday}

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Statue of Peter's denial at Caiphas' House, where Jesus was kept after arrested.

On Monday, Jesus had cleared out the temple and the anger of the Jewish leaders of Jerusalem grew.  Jesus enlisted so many emotions in people that week - adoration, awe, confusion, anger, fear.  Tensions ran high and on Tuesday as Jesus continued to evade the traps of the authorities and look forward to the End in his teachings, one of His own began his descent into betrayal.  Judas negotiated with the Sanhedrin to turn Jesus over for 30 pieces of silver and looked for the right time to make his move.  In just a couple short days, more of His disciples would deny Him and flee.

I have to wonder what was going on in Judas' head and heart that week as he remained with Jesus but knew what he was planning to do.  Was he already regretting his decision but unable to turn back?  Was he full of pride and blinded to the truth?  As one who knew the Lord and walked away in my past (thank God for His loving pursuit of us and endless forgiveness), I know that He was always with me.  Even when I tried to run from Him, I couldn't.  Any of us could be Judas or Peter, betraying, denying.  I'm so thankful for a love that can overcome even the darkest of hearts.  His love is relentless and will never let us go, will always be waiting for us...

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March 28, 2015 Listening to God:

You Tend Your Flock {Holy Week: Monday}

Monday
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View of Jerusalem from the Mount of Olives

 

I couldn't help but love Jerusalem when I visited it.  Israel is so much smaller than you imagine when reading the Scriptures, most places an easy drive from another.  But then you enter the Holy City and first glimpse it from the Mount of Olives.  The city is sprawling with people in every corner and the giant Temple Mount dominating the skyline.  The voices rise from her streets in several languages, mixing in a beautiful symphony, and the smells bombard your senses like sweet perfume.  It is simply breathtaking.

On Monday of Jesus' last week on earth He looked over the city that God had chosen so many years before and He wept.  In the city where God's Presence had rested, Kings had reigned and battles had been waged, the people were like a sheep without a shepherd.  Their King stood before them and they missed Him.  They would look Him right in the eye and spit upon Him.  Jesus wept because He did not want one of His children to perish and it broke His heart that some would choose to deny Him, others betray Him and most miss Him altogether.

Remember this Holy Week how deep His love is for His children, like the shepherd for His flock that He lovingly tends each day...

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